I'm very glad for all the journalling you do! I've been missing you dreadfully after catching up on the Cambridge years, so I'm very pleased to see recent posts from you - so few of the friends I/we had back then are still active.

I really hear you on those mixed feelings. I've had a *tonne* of processing to do over the last few weeks. It's been pretty healing overall, but has also taken up quite a lot of emotional and mental bandwidth!